It's just too much!

[[Oh sweet darkness...how you've hung around today]]

Two venting blog posts in one day?! Omfg.
Alrighty. So I'm SLIGHTLY better, but a far cry from being fine. I'm really sad that no one is taking my feelings into perspective. Everyone goes at eachother (whether it's to each other, or through me) and it doesn't even seem like they care about how this is going to effect me. :(

I'm not mad at anyone. I'm just really sad, stressed and scared.
I'm afraid of loosing a friend. Afraid of loosing someone I love. Stressed over all this ... all this fucking bull shit. God damn I'm sick of this shit >:/

I wanna get away from it all.
I'm going to take the advice I got a week or so ago, and think of what's best for myself before I go around and make sure everyone else is okay. I've never thought of what's truely best for myself, before I made sure someone else was okay with whatever problem they had. Seeing as no one else cares anyway - or seems to - I mine as well watch over myself :/

But yeah...I have feelings too...